Parenting #01

Jakarta, 24 Oktober 2017

 Parah deh, gw, bahan-bahan untuk nulis tentang Impulsiveness udah banyak banget padahal, tapi kok ya ampun distraction-nyaa.... 

Yasudah, I promise myself will definitely write it. Tapi hari ini entah kenapa, rasanya seperti sudah jauh sekali melangkah, berpindah dari waktu ke waktu. Sudah hampir sepuluh tahun lalu lulus kuliah S1. Dan tiba-tiba teringat berbagai macam kenangan di masa itu. Salah satunya yang membekas adalah kenangan atas sebuah lagu. Lagunya sebenarnya lagu jadul, jaman masih banyak boybands. Tapi 7 tahun lalu ketika lulus kuliah, lagu ini berputar-putar di kepala hampir setiap hari. Ini lirik lagunya. 

Time waits for no one, sure as the tide pulls the ocean

Sure as, the path that's been chosen, cannot be changed

In my life's destination, I searched for the explaination

For some kind of reason, for my sorrow and pain

But in my isolation I learned to listen

To be thankful for the love that I'd been given

This is my journey, journey through life

With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried

As the road unwinds

This is my journey, and I've learned to fight

To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive

In my desperation I swore that never again

Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family

A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry

In the silence of the night time

I had came to realize

A sweet inspiration filled my horizon

Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

This is my journey, journey through life

With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried

As the road unwinds

This is my journey, and I've learned to fight

To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive

I'm going to love each moment, of every day and night

I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile

For now I realize, I've been given the key to life

I've been kissed by the angel by my side

This is my journey, journey through life

With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried

As the road unwinds

This is my journey, and I've learned to fight

To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive

To bring my dreams alive

To bring my dreams alive

In the silence of the night time, I had come to realize, a sweet inspiration filled my horizon, gave me the heart to go and never would give in......

I gave up many things and people in my life. I had those love, those affections in the past. Yet, God patiently guide me through all of it and I can say that I am grateful for all I am today. My husband and I started to get to know each other in 2 years before we got married. We came from a very different background, and a lot of time I told him about my life when I was in college, and how some people help me get through the difficult times at that time. I told my husband that I really wanted to see them again just so I can say thank you for everything they have done. 

My husband will always say that one day I will meet them again. Sometimes they came to my dream and I am desperate to be able to meet them. 

Last week, I conducted a training for SMEs in Jakarta. It's God's hand that's working. I met a person, from the past. Someone who always helped me on one thing. And I still can't believe it. Thank you, God. I told him thank you for helping me through in the past and I pray for his bright future with his family and life.